God's Grace

golly wolly!!!!

i got straight A's for PMR!!!!!!

cool.

i believe it's all God's grace. =)

i was shocked when i got the slip.

my parents thought i'd get 8 B's cz i informed them quite late. hehe

thk God i could gt this wonderful result.

plus, surprisingly, my cousin (dad's side) asked me abt my result!

(cz dad's side r not quite close)

geez.

amazing :)

Yippee!

yeah~ my grandparents came to stay overnight! cz my 3rd uncle's wife gav birth 2 a bb boy ^^

btw, i cut my hair. dun call me toi post my new look, cz i think i look horrible. sob. oni cut the front thou.

tis hols im so "fulled". loads of activicties. cool. school's comin, so does results, tt means =>DEAD

looking forward to visit my uncle n his bb boy. sure very cute de. hehe

emo got mixed up

*ehem*

well, here goes

sumthin happened to me last nite

n now, im kinda lost (help!)

i duno wad shud i do now...

SOS

i cant talk it to any1 lz nite

so i cried

now i looked so terrible

n i duno how to face him

i hurted him so much

he shud hav hated me

bt he didn't

haiz

felt so in debt to him

bt i know, im more indebt to JESUS.

LORD, help me.

-Jin Ing-18-12-2008-

BORING

gosh.. feels so boring rite now.

-a brother at home *(annoyed)

-house chores

-b lyk a maid *(who needs a maid~?)

im totally messed up AND tired!

although it's happy thinking abt him ( ^^ ),

but i cant help being sad abt thinking of my fren (so called 'fren')

geez

hope skul reopens quickly

and get my results

and hope i wont get freaked out

(-.-)zZzZzZ

WHY..........

izit a must to choose?? izit a must to give up?? izit a must tt both of u cant b lyk b4?? izit that i have no choice but to leave it??

what if i dont wan?? i want to be lyk b4.. we've had fun, had memories, having party together, suffer together, studied together............

but, why?? everything changed now... both of u started to hate each other, trying to "console" me... trying to make me choose one of u.... quarreling... arguements... hatred... fear, worried i am.........

now, i dunno wad to do... i wanted to make peace.... but.... both of u jz dont gimme a chance, told a sentence "i reali cant tahan her!!!!!"....... heart is breaking.... wounded......

crying.............................................................................................................................

haha.. jz do this 4 fun.. xD

1. can u last an hour without talking?
>>> if i can, its a miracle

2. were u smiling when u woke up tis morning?
>>> erm. half half??

3. which is more romantic? sunrise, sunset?
>>> definitely sunset

4. wud u die 4 some1?
>>> myb

5. last song u heard?
>>> butterfly kisses-westlife

6. do u lyk any1 rite nw?
>>> yup

7. if some1 did lyk u, hw shud they let u noe?
>>> erm. tell me??

8. how was ur day?
>>> hmm. not so gud. missin him. n worried 2. xD

9. do u live near any of ur frens?
>>> yea

10. r u scared of spiders?
>>> erm. depends on my mood

11. wad colour is ur hair?
>>> BLACK!! proud of it! xD

12. do u blieve in love?
>>> yeaaaaaaaaaaa

13. when u wana gt married?
>>> erm... 25-30

14. do u curse alot?
>>> NO. hate it

15. do u wish u were with some1?
>>> well. i dont. cz im WITH him now. xD

16. who were de last ppl tt sent u a text msg?
>>> James, Enyi, Qiu Min

17. do u blieve tt every1 deserves a 2nd chance?
>>> yeaa

18. do u wish some1 wud call u?
>>> yeaa

19. is there anybody u juz wish wud fall off da planet?
>>> erm... no

20. wad is bugging u rite nw?
>>> waiting 4 him 2 reply................ =.=

21. do u hav a wild side??
>>> yeaa.... muahahaha

22. wad were u doin during midnight (lz nite) ?
>>> lying on my bed...

Back frm LANGKAWI~!

woohoo~~back~ so tiring man.. lyk "chasing train"...XD...been 2 da whole island.. COOL.. anyway.. here're some pics... :)

da 1-stand-bridge.. 4gt its name.. XD.. took this on da cable car..haha

my grandpa!! =P

frm da cable car too.. LUV TIS!! (taken by me lerh...muahaha)

actually there're sumore... bt not so nice.. can c at my fs there.... XD

Tagged.... lol

lolx... rupanya im tagged??? thx 4 reminding susana.... =P

1. WHAT DO YOU LIKE THE MOST??
-hmm... i lyk da most?? HIS EVERYTHING!!!!

2. THE THING YOU DESIRE THE MOST
-erm. having a grand piano of my own. gg

3. THE THINGS YOU VALUE THE MOST
-hmm.. i value alot of thing wor.. not enuff plc 2 list all out... bt i can say i value HIM da most!

4. IMPORTANT TREASURES
-my sweet memories.. n my relationship wif every1!!

5. THE MOST EXPENSIVE ITEM YOU'VE BOUGHT
-my piano. haha

6. WHEN DO U FEEL HAPPINESS?
-erm... being wif him??

7. WHAT MADE U SAD RECENTLY?
-erm.. its P&C!

8. THINGS U WANA LEARN
-firstly, driving. 2nd-ly, other musical instruments (im so greedy XD)

9. YOUR DREAM WHEN YOU'RE YOUNG
-ply a grand piano on a stage (a.k.a. perform.. haha)

10. IF THERE'S $100million, HOW WILL U USE IT??
-hmmm.... save it?? use 4 further studies...

11. IF UR GOIN ON A VACATION, WAT 1 THING WIL U BRING?
-camera

12. IF U HAV 3 WISHES, WAT R THEY?
-b wif HIM 4eva!!
-can go 2 Vienna study music
-my family can blive in Jesus

13. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME U CRIED?
-erm... cant rmb... haha

14. DO U FEEL HAPPINESS NOW?
-yes!! :]

15. WHAT DOES LIFE MEAN TO U?
-hmm... this nids alot of thinking man... cant get it now...=P

16. IF U CAN ONI BRING 3 THINGS WIF U
-erm... go where???

17. IF U CAN ONI LIVE 1 YEAR
-tel every1 i love tt i loved them. n spend more time wif them

18. TAG 5 PERSONS
- wai wai
-becky!!
-michelle
-jerrica
-dex

"pak toh"~~ (kononnya.. haha)

yahoo! went to "pak toh" wif fren!! went2 watch 'speed racer'.... erm... tis show too much graphic.. so FAKE =.= ...... bt then da story is quite ok larh.. at least the racing part is abit diff frm nw... :D

after tt v jz walk around.. or oso can say "walking very fast"... lolz... thn very fast hav2 go back home jor. SOB.

sweet memories~~~

He's back!!!

yahoo~~!! he's back!!! miss him alot XD

pc rosak

guys! my pc rosak dy... so i on9 wil b lyk once in a blue moon... SOB....

Choral Speaking!!!

dead lor... duno y tis skul suddenly organise a choral speaking comp (class vs class)... then as 3 KUALITI (1st claz), my teachers kept on blabbling.. "MZ gt 1st ar!!" "4 ur aural marks!!" ... i feel lyk dying.. summore duno y my conductor-experience had been found out by my frenz, i bcm da CONDUCTOR!!!! sei lo... tuesday (22/4) comp jor.. n summore d big boys not listenin.. =.=..... exam comin summore.. ARGHHGGHGH!!!


bt there's a gud thing goin on.. haha... its gonna rain on 5th may.... hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

*dun ask me wad it is. jz wait. =P

Chong Hwa

WOW..... its a nice skul.... im not talking bout da result or anythin larh... bt da students & teachers there reali giv me a family-feel... very warm... reali LOVE IT!!! too bad my skul doesnt hav tis kind of feelin... :(

tis saturday gt "hari kantin" at chong hwa... looking 4ward to it!!!! :D

my SHORT hair..

i CUT MY HAIR!!!!!! O.O

actually its bcz my dad wan me 2 cut.. or else i wun.. (mz my hair soooo much!~)

well... it turned out 2 b quite okay... some say nicer, some say worse..

jz hope tis hair of mine wil grow faster~! XD

EXAM

urgh.. 1st exam comin.. bt MIRACULOUSLY.. i dun hate it!! O.O..

mayb tis bcz im fully prepared.. or bcz its DAMN EZ~! lol

(mayb u think im weird, bt its reali lidat..)

SORRY.....

i jz can oni say SRY 2 u... cz i reali dun wan....

reali SRY!!~

scholarship...

well... its a long story actually.. bt i'll try 2 summarize it..

*lz satursay, i went 4 an interview (camp)... n i din expect d teacher 2 ask me 2 ply a song.. ANY SONG.. so ply until very cacat... =P.. n he told me this >>

* "actually i wan u 2 ply a song 2 submit 2 Vienna 2 get a scholarship.. bt then i can c tt u haven prepare.. so u hav 2 choose a classical song 2 ply n i'll record it & send it 2 Vienna..so jia you la.."

*n he talk alot 'bout my career ect ect.. n i din prepare myself 4 tt.. so i was like SHOCKED.. >> O__O

*so nw im bz-ing finding a suitable song, n practicing it... so i'll b like under a hell-like trainin.. XD

skul life..

-6.30 a.m. >> wake up

-7.00 a.m. >> walk 2 skul

=====study=====

-1.05 p.m. >> walk back home

-1.30 p.m. >> eat lunch + bath

-2.00 p.m. >> on9

-3.45 p.m. >> do h/w

-7.00 p.m. >> eat dinner

-8.00 p.m. >> do h/w OR revision

-10.30 p.m. >> SLEEP

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tt's my life nw... felt so CHAM!!!! >.<

study in a CABIN!?!? O,O

hmm... teacher said we're gonna study in a cabin...

my 1st tot was : wad izit??

there're loads of rumours... like:-
>>no windows
>>gt aircond
>>hav 2 take off our shoes
>>no table / chair

i was like.... *no comments* :D

sry.... =P

hi guyz..... sry ar...

im so LAZY 2 post sumthin in this blog here...

duno wad 2 post..

bt i'll try 2 post more la this year!!

=P