Happy CNY!!

Happy Chinese New Year guyz!!

well, i may not b comin for tis sat's youth.

so jz wan2 wish u all a early happy CNY!!

i'm looking forward for the "angpow" trip.

muahaha*evilish laugh*

New Start!

OMG!~

tis school does KILL people!!

well, next week oni v get our text books

but tt bio teacher edi start teaching.

=='''

y so rush??

so tired man...

now hav2 start having nap dy.

God's Grace

golly wolly!!!!

i got straight A's for PMR!!!!!!

cool.

i believe it's all God's grace. =)

i was shocked when i got the slip.

my parents thought i'd get 8 B's cz i informed them quite late. hehe

thk God i could gt this wonderful result.

plus, surprisingly, my cousin (dad's side) asked me abt my result!

(cz dad's side r not quite close)

geez.

amazing :)

Yippee!

yeah~ my grandparents came to stay overnight! cz my 3rd uncle's wife gav birth 2 a bb boy ^^

btw, i cut my hair. dun call me toi post my new look, cz i think i look horrible. sob. oni cut the front thou.

tis hols im so "fulled". loads of activicties. cool. school's comin, so does results, tt means =>DEAD

looking forward to visit my uncle n his bb boy. sure very cute de. hehe

emo got mixed up

*ehem*

well, here goes

sumthin happened to me last nite

n now, im kinda lost (help!)

i duno wad shud i do now...

SOS

i cant talk it to any1 lz nite

so i cried

now i looked so terrible

n i duno how to face him

i hurted him so much

he shud hav hated me

bt he didn't

haiz

felt so in debt to him

bt i know, im more indebt to JESUS.

LORD, help me.

-Jin Ing-18-12-2008-

BORING

gosh.. feels so boring rite now.

-a brother at home *(annoyed)

-house chores

-b lyk a maid *(who needs a maid~?)

im totally messed up AND tired!

although it's happy thinking abt him ( ^^ ),

but i cant help being sad abt thinking of my fren (so called 'fren')

geez

hope skul reopens quickly

and get my results

and hope i wont get freaked out

(-.-)zZzZzZ

WHY..........

izit a must to choose?? izit a must to give up?? izit a must tt both of u cant b lyk b4?? izit that i have no choice but to leave it??

what if i dont wan?? i want to be lyk b4.. we've had fun, had memories, having party together, suffer together, studied together............

but, why?? everything changed now... both of u started to hate each other, trying to "console" me... trying to make me choose one of u.... quarreling... arguements... hatred... fear, worried i am.........

now, i dunno wad to do... i wanted to make peace.... but.... both of u jz dont gimme a chance, told a sentence "i reali cant tahan her!!!!!"....... heart is breaking.... wounded......

crying.............................................................................................................................