Normal Day

Firstly, I'm OK with him now =)
Now I know what should I do, I'll concentrate on it, but i won't neglect u dear, don't worry. hehe

well, it's school-reopen with stage-package---> perform on "stage", singing 'merdeka~~~' with the flag. honestly, if it's not at school, I'm sure it won't turn out to be so bad. but...haiz. let me tell you the story why am I so furious about this.

firstly, when we get on the stage, the music didn't come out!! so I'm standing there with my big butt facing the audiences with fires burning inside. to tell the truth, if the music isn't coming any sooner, I'm gonna shout out loud. LOL. then, when the music finally came out, it's getting SOFTER, softer, softer......then no more sound. DISASTER. its a miracle that I didn't faint of anger. haha. This will be the FIRST and the LAST I'm doing this. I'll only do it for REAL ART's sake, not for these clown-performances. not boasting myself, but this is really sooooooo low class performance. oh well, it's over and I'm NOT ever gonna do this again.

then we went back to class, and found out that my friend went out 2times, others were just staying at home like me :) class is like usual, nothing special, just that final exam is coming...T_T. gotta add oil! not gonna waste the whole year by honeymoon.. hehe. but my physics is just as bad as ZERO. lol.

My dear is having his trial now.. gotta support him! and I don't think I'll take form6. wakaka.
will update more news a.s.a.p. =) please read Jin Ing's blog next time when ur free! ^^

The Right Path

I'm back! haha. actually I want to update my things recently, but i'm not. i'm telling that i chosen the right way =)


I told him that I choose God first. 2 choices:- he become a true christian or we'll go on ourselves.

Its not easy really, but i think it's God's will, in whatever choice he made. I can feel that God is with me, and mom was proud of me for having such courage to tell him. I cried because I DO love him, very very much. But it's no use if he's not the one God has chosen for me. Honestly, I'm scared that the fact he may leave me. It does hurt alot. I dunno what will happen to him or me, but I know God'll do something about this. I felt that God is speaking to me.

To my school friends, I dunno can I go to school tomorrow as I can't really tell the whole story without crying, so bear with me ya =)

mountain climbing

Finally I'm BACK!!!!! (just a short while though. XD)

well, my fingers are getting itchy for blogging since I'm 'banned' (due to someone), but it's ok. at least people noticed I didn't blog for ages. hehe.

ok, skip the intro part. ON LABOUR DAY, I did something that I didn't even bother to do it. that is>>>EXERCISE. you know what exercise??? MOUNTAIN CLIMBING. cool huh? for a person that can't even run for 3laps of padang, climbing a mountain was super duper tough man. but i did it in the end. :)

The mountain was somewhere nearby Sri Cempaka/Cheras Awana (I dunno where). the mountain issss "Ah Pek" mountain (which means uncle mountain in cantonese). there are lots of people, so I'm not scared, only fear of fainting when I'm climbing halfway. haha. I went with my family. Chief Advisor---Mr. Yeo Chin Uwi (my dad), Captain---Mr. Junior Yeo (my bro), Co-Captain---me and our only member in the group---Ms. Yeo Ling Ling (my mom). at about 11.05a.m., we reached the mount. at first, I'm ok. loads of trees, mushy land, weird sounds ect ect. when I'd just walked a quarter of the journey, I'm panting like.....hell. lol. when we reached the 3rd station, it says '4,000 feet'. I was like, 'OMG. we walked that high already!? are we reaching??' haha. but, there are 6stations. sob. only halfway. so, we kept on climbing and climbing and climbing....until we reached the 5th. there are 2roads there: 1 to the submit and the other 1 to the waterfall. BUT, there's a major problem. NO MORE WATER!! everthough our Captain wants to go to the submit (applause applause), Chief ad and Co-captain says,'NO.' so, we walked down, or more like running down the mount. yay. running, running, running.......... until we took the wrong path. instead of going to our starting point, we went OPPOSITE our starting point. disaster. luckily, there are uncles that are familiar with the area, and told us how to go back. but, we decided to reach the bottom first then search for the car. I had to salute our Chief Advisor for walking all the way the the other side, getting back the car and come back to fetch us. hahaha. till then, I noticed how important a car is. muahaha. then, we went back home, enjoyed our chicken rice and coconut juice, bathe and REST. (except for me, busying composing and editing the poem song again. lol)

P.S.: only I had muscle pain. the other 3ppl doesn't. SOB. that's for not exercising. boohoo...

*dunno wad's for title*

GRR!! so pissed off. I can't post my darling photos on friendsterrr. :(

sooo sadd weih. missed fs-ing & blogging. haha. althou dear can't on9. tt's 1 sad point.

exam comin lo~ so scared. 1st day is gonna be BM and PHYSICS. i'm gonna teach u all how to FAIL in PHYSICS sooner or later. MUAHAHA. (i'm going crazy these days.thx to add maths, phy. bear with me.)

btw, my choir's music camp is comin!! excited!! gotta sleep at school for 2nights~~ just gives me the creeps when knowing that. you guys know schools got loads of "stories" right? including mine too. duhh. anyway, not trying to frighten you guys, hope you'll see me coming back in one piece!! hehe. i'll blog of can after the camp. BEWAREE

pif. bro's starting to complaining. gotta off now. tataz! see you guys nex time!

Sweet Valentines (:

(this was designed by my friend ^^)

He gave me a rose, a bar of dark choco which i love de most, a teddy bear including skin-foods (lol), and belanja me eating spanish food. how sweet of him :) plus the restaurant is his aunt's. LOL. one way is celebrating, one way is meeting his aunt. haha.

okay, i'll talking from the beginning. at first, i went to his house. then he n his sis bathe, and we waited for gor gor to come. so, he played "romeo" (is it romeo??) and played guitar + sing. LOL. he released alot of electric u know. so unbearable. then he gave me a surpriseee = teddy bear! my first teddy~ haha. he got my first time again. LOL

i went wit him, his sis n sis' bf. 4ppl la. the place was sooo romantic. too bad i was mezmerized till i forgot to take photos. hehe. then we ate weird-foods. well, it's spanish. quite nice though. haha. after that, we drink WINE. shhhh... hehe. so, in the end, me, darling & his sis was kinda drunk, except the gor gor, cz he's de driver. muahaha. pity him. our 1st valentine was sweeeet. :)

Small Miracle :)

First, I wanna say Thank GOD!! :D

well, I just got home from school. about 5p.m. lar. I walked home, and the sky started to become

blackee. I said to myself "ohnoooo... God, pls dont rain first until i get home". who knows it's getting

heavier. so, i had to rush to a 7-11, and asked for a plastic bag. thx to the niceee man. hahaha.then

when i got out of the 7-11, it STOPPED RAINING. I started to wonder, is God playing a joke on

me?? haha. BUT, I still had to thk God for answering my prayer, instead of letting me become a "wet-chicken". lolx.

well, can't on9 too much these days jorr..... sob.

p.s. : I can't go to that valentines party. SOB SOB SOB!!!

got some personal reasons. T-T

That's why you go away, I know

well, it's not that love song from MRTL, but to dedicate it to my beloved friends.

today would be the last day to meet some of you guys.

it's kinda heart-piercing when seeing u guys crying.

I can't control myself too, so I cried too. lolx

eventhough I'm not that close with some of you,

we'd been through "dangerous times" together.

right?? (hehe)

so, wish u all the BEST!!

I'll miss you all :)

XOXO