smile?

haha. so ironic. i wrote smile on the subtitle, yet now i can't even really smile.

I can get over it when I'm hanging out with my fellas, but I'm scared of being alone. Loads of thoughts started to roam in, the fear, the invisible darkness..... as if I'm some kind of depression ppl =.=

Ups and Downs.

I still miss you dear....

what to do???

;(