Normal Day

Firstly, I'm OK with him now =)
Now I know what should I do, I'll concentrate on it, but i won't neglect u dear, don't worry. hehe

well, it's school-reopen with stage-package---> perform on "stage", singing 'merdeka~~~' with the flag. honestly, if it's not at school, I'm sure it won't turn out to be so bad. but...haiz. let me tell you the story why am I so furious about this.

firstly, when we get on the stage, the music didn't come out!! so I'm standing there with my big butt facing the audiences with fires burning inside. to tell the truth, if the music isn't coming any sooner, I'm gonna shout out loud. LOL. then, when the music finally came out, it's getting SOFTER, softer, softer......then no more sound. DISASTER. its a miracle that I didn't faint of anger. haha. This will be the FIRST and the LAST I'm doing this. I'll only do it for REAL ART's sake, not for these clown-performances. not boasting myself, but this is really sooooooo low class performance. oh well, it's over and I'm NOT ever gonna do this again.

then we went back to class, and found out that my friend went out 2times, others were just staying at home like me :) class is like usual, nothing special, just that final exam is coming...T_T. gotta add oil! not gonna waste the whole year by honeymoon.. hehe. but my physics is just as bad as ZERO. lol.

My dear is having his trial now.. gotta support him! and I don't think I'll take form6. wakaka.
will update more news a.s.a.p. =) please read Jin Ing's blog next time when ur free! ^^

The Right Path

I'm back! haha. actually I want to update my things recently, but i'm not. i'm telling that i chosen the right way =)


I told him that I choose God first. 2 choices:- he become a true christian or we'll go on ourselves.

Its not easy really, but i think it's God's will, in whatever choice he made. I can feel that God is with me, and mom was proud of me for having such courage to tell him. I cried because I DO love him, very very much. But it's no use if he's not the one God has chosen for me. Honestly, I'm scared that the fact he may leave me. It does hurt alot. I dunno what will happen to him or me, but I know God'll do something about this. I felt that God is speaking to me.

To my school friends, I dunno can I go to school tomorrow as I can't really tell the whole story without crying, so bear with me ya =)