Friday, November 13, 2009

Wondering

hmm.. these days have been wondering.. what are real friends??

Few days ago, a long-time-no-contact friend suddenly contact me again. At first I was happy cause at the same time I was thinking about her. Then I told my dear, and he said "mesti ada udang di sebalik batu" (lol, suddenly malay pulak), cause there are some things happened before that. I was hoping she didn't find me for another reason, just because she missed me. So I asked her how's she now, and she said she's happily joining E-MAJOR (the damned) and she's very happy right now.

'owhh...' (ok, I can accept that)

then she said, 'Jin Ing, now I'd applied for a new programme, and 1 of the task is to contact back my old friend. So I thought that I could contact u ^^'

'ohw, okayy.' (GREAT. So mmg ade udang di sebalik batu.)

'but of course I didn't contact just for this programme lar, cause we really didn't contact for a long time already.'

'like I care'

'btw, can you help me write an essay anything about me? then pls send to CCY. thx~'

'......sure no prob' (memories coming back. DAMNED)


.SO FAKE.

she even said ily, muackz, i miss u... as if it's so easy to say it. For me, I won't say it if isn't out from my heart. how can these people say these things so easily as if drinking water?

If this what you call FRIEND, I'm sorry, I can't afford it dude. Back off from my life.

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